Solo en ti

Petty, the resounding caves of conjured feels, fumes of a sort to bring about regret. That which I could never admit, a piece of the earth to say I never loved you. The sort of healing that a passion rings the best of the mechanic. You were a sound in the happening I gave way my heart, the piece forewarn to me, to notice the ending. Not to the sense that the chemicals refrain, they most certainly have not, they most certainly would guide to the peace and crime that doth so diligently pursue.

Diplomat, a crafty word for someone so sinister. To politely abandon all excuses to the hierarchy you assume. I find it staunchly irritating, the meandering of false testimonies and carrying ons of poetic liabilities and self presumed realities. You only attain the senses you fortify, as all of mine have gone seeking to mush. A fearful tactic is only as benign as it's followers, it's refugees, and it's swordsmen. Should it be such a discrepancy? That the human mind wills itself to the force that brings upon man a detrimental fall? Your heart is but another to own, another to will, another to ring the callous and fetching ghouls amongst it's bearing. With every clench of your fist you deteriorate a colony at its feet, for your sake, just for the bereavement of such an emotion you so hauntingly grasp.
Kind swordsman, you are but another. Another to own, another to seek and find and fetch and kill.

To live out that which causes me grief, only to attain a circumstance or standard that dishevels me forthwith, I have acquired only ruin. Upon a fixation of better judgment, I scarcely feel worry to betroth the feelings that cake upon my soul to daunt themselves entirely. Dispatched to the bearings, my better half must not know of the anguish you reside in me, my thoughts, the echoes that resound inside my only mind of chance. I seek to pertain in some way to the level at which you have been placed, by birth, but I am but a brittle stone, a frail, tapered flower in a field of poppies and amassed to the wondering of a peace you guide. You can tempt me; you can delve into the very being that I am with but a glance. Without words, without sound or meaning, and just a look to free all of the restrictions I bestow. You never were a soul but a whisper and I never discounted you to be such, no, you did that to yourself.

You torture me, my mind, my body, into oblivion. How can I face thee that rectifies me, speak to me a quiet voice, speak to me the whispers in your soul. Slowly casting the spells you sake to the fixation of a truth. A menace, lowly keeping a fright. Pledges of candor, a meager finding to a best. While the shameful lies I carve writhe and swiftly lean to a fuller path, I cry the ways I can exist. Why is the only pace to be a catch of the earth to be a hoax. Pity, little creature to know a ways her heart cannot feel. To know that the breath she breathes is her imagination, her desire to will the force of the evening to manifest it's calling. Placing words in her mouth you gild the meaning a front.

Ni Te Tengo, Ni Te Olvido

Be it that you take nothing you don't have. A silent darkness in your whispers, closing finally the rest. A heartless tin man, you catch my hapless wonders. I only ask to be with you, as I can urge my passions to live. Reasoning the rest of a melody, inside the caves of this, this happening. I feel it to be a rest, a wake, the end of our realities. Everything with it, only to be a step in the wrong. I can't feel, for feeling is only with you. I can't see, for it is a being that I can never want or know or have. I love the silence, but also the quiet, needless, piercing, glow of your scent. I need you, but can I have this pleasure? I close my eyes in the darkness, there is no need. I lay to rest my desires. They have no say in this womb. They have to stay in the world. Am I to passion as passion be? Am I the relic that I can never have, am I the only, ever, only one? Please be one, as you may take me. Take me away from this place. You laugh in the cold, dry, place your heart would reside, and then you coat it in chocolate, sweetness to stay entirely. Precious has never been alone in a place she could not rest for a second. She has never known to be love for herself, or to cope with the having the nonsense for it. That you may only enjoy what you cannot have, and choosing these things among a person to enjoy, but not.

Thy, brethren, doth produce this account. Twice a fortnight only to pass and be it, I am an outsider. So pedantic are they, feting about in their citing. I, but a widow amidst these lands. But a meager soul, a menial use for existence. Should it be that the prosperous do thicken? Their stoles and baggage reaps adhere the loose unwinding trail. And the dead trees of the west fade with a passing glance? Panic grieves the washes in the Nile. Water itself as turned to dust on the brim of the closing shores.
Alas, might it not be so? Heaved upon the brightest hope, a glistening to be shan't.  But mustn't it! I turn to myself for good riddance and it is all I have to give. When I stepped back to examine the followings of my brothers and sisters, I could respect, but not feel.

Tapering thoughts for a tapering soul. It can melt you from a haughty plight to the sand. To the stones I cry! And.. Billowing echoes they feign, alarmed.  I see them fish from the sky to us earthly dwellers; fixating on a screen we beseech. They must sit there it their lofty halves. I implore you, oh dishevelled one. Your mask is a lovely one. Yes, to that I will agree I am.  But what we must make of it in an undulating bough. Rolling and rolling down upon itself. To a brink that it may see again.

He doesn't know, but his will is strong enough to see. Unlike all the others. He has found himself, but not even he or I knows of what. He follows the hills and reaps all the tranquillity of the night. He is an ambiance. A force, and I will never know him. He is the wind and the still. He is the shadows and the light, the darkness and the colour of the day. Half happenstance did we meet. And half willingly do we greet.